Rejection Sensitivity: When Rejection Feels Bigger Than It Should

One of the things I’ve been thinking about lately is how much shame can get wrapped up in needing help, especially when you’re neurodivergent. I will give you bonus points if you’re the oldest daughter… IYKYK. 

For so many of us, there is a long history of being told, directly or indirectly, that we should be able to do things that we consistently struggle with. Or we try to overextend to prove that we can do it all and then crash out. Spoiler alert: Nobody does it all. They are lying if they say they do or else they wake up at 3 AM and are in overdrive.

I think this is one of the things that made my ADHD diagnosis (at age 33 after my 2nd daughter was born) so complicated. 

What if the way back to yourself isn’t another system, strategy, or productivity hack, but instead learning to trust what you already know? Your intuition. Your knowing. Your power. The things you knew in your bones before you were forced to bury or hide or shrink them. 

When was the last time you did something simply because it was fun?

Not because it was productive.
Not because it was good for your mental health.
Not because you could turn it into a hobby, a side hustle, or something to check off your list.

Just because you wanted to.

For many women with ADHD, this question can be surprisingly difficult to answer, because we become very good at doing, managing, remembering, planning, catching up, and trying to keep everything together.

And somewhere along the way, play can quietly disappear as our energy and brain power/spoons for the day shift to managing instead of being.

As a therapist who works primarily with women with a late ADHD diagnosis, I notice a few common themes that most of the neurodivergent I spend time with experience:

1. Limited Free-Time: We rarely allow ourselves free time. Whether that is due to over-functioning, baseline business, or exhaustion. There is little time left for fun or hobbies.
2. 100000% In: We go all in. Like research everything, buy $500 worth of supplies, become obsessed for a week and then never think of it again.
3. Losing our Connection: Not having any idea of what we enjoy doing, which comes up a lot for neurodivergent moms. The idea that somehow we lost part of ourselves in becoming parents and don’t know how to connect with that part again.
4. Hobby to Business: Turning your hobby into a business. The pipeline to noticing you’re good at something and then realizing you can in fact make money doing it should be studied. 

When you have ADHD, it can feel like you are never not “managing” yourself. Whether it’s trying to make sure you’re doing enough, showing up in a way that doesn’t show how hard things are, or just trying not to drop the ball. It’s a lot…and your inner critic, well she (he/they) are often sitting on your shoulder making sure you don’t mess up and reminding you of all the times you did in case you get too comfortable.

I like the idea of externalizing our inner critic as “us, but not us”. Our inner critic is a part of us that likely developed to keep us from those moments when we experienced guilt and shame and heartbreak. Even when we try to slow down or take a break, our inner critic is often there, watching and waiting. Like the house guest who won’t go away, because more than anything, they don’t want us to experience failure or hard emotional responses.

There are a lot of things that may be easier than creating a sustainable routine if you have ADHD. ADHD...

When you have ADHD, procrastination is often highly misunderstood. It’s rarely avoidance, laziness, or lack of motivation. Many people with ADHD want to start earlier, but struggle to access the mental energy needed to begin.

The issue is often task initiation, not intention. As I shared a few week’s ago in the post all about Task Initiation, ADHD brains are interest-based. Tasks that feel boring, repetitive, overwhelming, unclear, or emotionally loaded can be hard to start.

Then suddenly, when the deadline gets closer, urgency kicks in and the brain finally starts to activates. Often intensely.

There’s a very specific kind of frustration that comes with ADHD and executive dysfunction.

It’s not just about being distracted or forgetful.

It’s the experience of knowing what needs to be done…and feeling completely unable to follow through.

Not because you don’t care. Not because you’re not trying.

Just… stuck in the gap between intention and action.

From the outside, it can look like laziness, inconsistency, or a lack of discipline.

But internally? It often feels like your brain won’t cooperate with you.

One of the most common things I hear from adults with ADHD, especially women and late-diagnosed folks, isn’t about focus or productivity.

It’s this:
“I feel misunderstood all the time.”

And not in a loud, dramatic way.
In a quiet, accumulating way.
The kind that settles into your nervous system and slowly teaches you not to trust yourself or to minimize your intuition and needs.

Women with ADHD aren’t “too emotional”, we just feel things deeply and all at once.

If you’re a woman with ADHD, there’s a good chance you’ve been described as “too sensitive,” “dramatic,” “reactive,” or “a lot.” And if you’re anything like the women I work with in my therapy practice, you’ve internalized that narrative for years.

For many people, receiving an ADHD diagnosis later in life comes with a wave of relief.

Finally, there’s an explanation. Finally, things make sense.

But relief is often only part of the story.

What doesn’t get talked about enough is the grief that follows — quiet, heavy, and sometimes unexpected. Late-diagnosis ADHD grief isn’t dramatic or indulgent. It’s a normal response to understanding your life through a new lens.

And it deserves space.

Spoon Theory is a metaphor used describe the limited energy people with chronic illness or mental health concerns often have....

Personal reflections as a therapist who received a late ADHD diagnosis.

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